My Heartbreak

Hi everyone!! Thanks for comments and love you showed me in my last post. I was overwhelmed. Errr, my friend Dickson has come again o. Lol! Dunno the girl that broke his heart tho, if I catch her ehn......

>>Looking in her eyes is like watching the sunrise from the balcony of a beach house in the Bahamas, her smile, don't even go there, it can melt the strongest of heart. "She is the one", I said to myself. 'Love at first sight' that's the name they give to such cases. I have always bragged not to allow any girl make me weak like this, but was i weak? I think I was even stronger than how i was before. She happened to be in my School, my Faculty, my Department and my Class!! That only made it worse or maybe better because I had the chance to see her almost every other day so I always had the opportunity to appreciate the handwork of God almost every other day.
  
"Hi my name is Dickson" I summoned the remaining courage I didn't even believe I had to introduce myself to her "hello my name is *******" she replied me with her voice like that of the cool breeze that emanates from the ocean, with a  smile that only the angels can know how it came about, that finally melted my heart! I couldn't lie to myself now, she is the one I wanted. I just couldn't explain it, it even seemed like i wanted her more that i wanted her, like a loop that can never terminate.

I couldn't even close my eyes anymore without me seeing her. Was I obsessed or was it that the love was strong? I didn't even want to find out the only thing that I thought was that i have fallen into that  love pit I have always been cautious of and it will take more than a rope to get me out of it now. Time went by like it always does and we already were good friends and maybe even close. I knew she knew I felt something for her but I always thought she was waiting for me to make the first move, I did after a very long time of nursing that huge  amount of feelings inside.

It was the first day of April I picked up my phone and poured out my heart on my phone to the extent I got it wet with the feelings I have for her through a text message and sent it to her. Expectation was high, my heart was racing anticipating her reply, felt like my heart was ready to jump out from my  chest any moment because it had already navigated it's way to my throat, forget this long talk, all I am trying to say is that I was nervous. My phone rang, it was her! Now my heart  was already in my mouth I was just about to spit it out when she told me "NO!!!!" Those two letters were enough to send my heart back not even to it's original position but my stomach! "Dickson I can't be yours because I have somebody already" she continued. I thought she will call me back and tell me that was her April fool prank on me and reverse her decision but it was for real!! Wow! Her heart taken is the cause of my own heart breaking, what I always avoided is happening to me in HD..